lamee

2006-12-13T16:20:00.000+08:00

im bored and im playing neopets. hey, they are rather addictive u know.

band wasnt too bad today. it was rather normal with all the ex-seniors coming back and all. went straight home after band and here i am playing any games i can find on the internet.

i feel really stupid to be thinking so much, but it just gave me that impression, so i assumed. we are drifting apart, so much for our promises and all. yeah yeah, its my fault. so you can do it and i cant, wow. you hate me, i know u do.

imagine the sharp blade pressing, the skin splits and the blood oozes out.
yes yes, it hurts, but its different.

2006-12-06T20:33:00.000+08:00

they are like little pieces of sharp glass that cuts deep.

2006-12-02T18:20:00.000+08:00

and it came crashing down

chatted with andrea just now and i realised that it has been a long time since i last saw her and talked to her. aww. yesterday was 1st December. it seems like as if November took ages to pass. i've like done so many things and yesterday was just the beginning of december, thats like slow. oh wells, im looking forward to school :DD

and the world peace on my wishlist is like umm, impossible. so im not expecting it to come true or anything.

2006-11-27T19:48:00.000+08:00

lets hope Santa makes them come true (:

1. a laptop! - okay, i know that is like impossible but i cant help but put it down (:
2. a pair of small hooped earrings
3. ~~green alien soft toy from precious thots~~ - the toy is like soooo cute with "i am an alien" words on it, lol.
4. a mushroom soft toy - its hard to find one, awwwww
5. a new belt (yellow/orange/pink?)
6. to be super duper rich in neopets - HAH! i know that is lame but i just wanna feel the feeling of being rich :DD
7. having dinner at marina bay with friends - aww, if that really comes true, i will be jumping around the whole night
8. the nice little voodoo purse from mini toons
9. a basket filled with different kinds of chocolates
10. ~~everyone that i know to love each other :DDD~~ - in short its world peace right? or are they two different things?

2006-11-23T15:34:00.000+08:00

yeah, hate me, there was never once that u could stay that way for more than a month. go on, forget every single thing, every promise and whatever.

im bored, and i feel like roar-ing.

2006-11-20T16:31:00.000+08:00

im blogging! omg, lol. i woke up this morning and bham, it hit me that andrea is going back indonesia, (like how mr tan wakes up in the middle of the night and realised smth, that kind of feeling.) i din even say bye to andrea, aww. waited for yee at the bus stop and as usual, she's late. band was rather normal, nothing exciting or boring happened. had laksa for lunch, its been ages since i had that, since primary school i think. went home with huiwen after that and tadaaahhh, im at home now, blogging away.

oh, and huiwen wanna celebrate her 1000th post, one thousand, lol. so cheers to huiwen for having 1000 posts. :DD

2006-11-16T12:44:00.000+08:00

i realised that i have been going out for the past three days and im like tireddd. gosh, looking for a dress really is hard. and im broke these few days, i owe andrea like fifteen bucks, rahhhhh!

tuesday
went out with yee and huiwen ytd. walked around taka and wisma looking for a dress and found nothing. huiwen suggested we go this fashion at paya lebar to check out and tadaahhh, we found many many dresses. yee and huiwen were like taking the dresses off the rack like nobody's business. we then went over to the fitting room and tried on the dresses, making so much noise at the same time. after trying on who knows how many dresses, we had lunner (lunch&dinner) at long john, before goin back to try on more dresses. yeah, we were like having a dress-trying marathon. finally, after yee and huiwen tried on tons and tons of dresses, (i just stood there giving opinions and waiting for them) they settled on the one they liked and reserved it. (i din know u can reserve clothes at this fashion, oohh)

wednesday
woke up at 7.45am and left the house at 8am to go to thomson plaza. i was early! (i reached at 8.40am) the shops were closed anyway -___- except for ntuc, ya kun and some other shops. walked around thomson plaza and admired things from outside the glass panel of each shops before deciding to buy ya kun toast. everyone arrived and we bought the plastic boxes and went to wait for the luggage shop to open. saw some people filming some stuff and we noticed that one of the girls was wearing a g-string. LOL! not that we wanted to be some perverts or anything but it was rather obvious and we couldn't help but notice it. bought the luggage from ntuc after deciding that the shop will open quite late and popular didn't have the files we wanted. thereafter, we took a cab to school and the taxi driver was rather chatty, asking us many many weird questions. band was rather short (only one and a half hours), we played only two songs, TWO! its as good as having no practice at all. went to marina square with andrea and met my mommy in the evening to look at dresses.

you left and yet it feels as if nothing has changed. would it be better if things were to end up this way, when ive decided that i had enough and when u could not take it any longer? you can always pretend that im not there since we were able to play that little game of yours. i doubt that our promise will be kept with your outbursts once in a while. asking you to stop is like asking the sky to fall, it will never happen. your words contradict themselves. what once happened will never happen again.

2006-11-13T19:51:00.000+08:00

i was lazy to go to school by myself today so i asked my daddy to send me to school and reached at about 7.30. amaths was supposed to start at 9. had an amaths test on chapter 12,13 & 14, i only studied chapter 13. -____-

skipped physics and went for band. played some songs, and i realised that band today felt like it was very short. (band was 3 hours today) it rained, omg, it was like soo heavy but it stopped anyway so we got to go toa payoh and searched for dresses with yee and huiwen. it was...unsuccessful. oh wells. got the money for librarian stuff today. ms mok gave me *whisper whisper* dollars. :DDDDDD

2006-11-12T18:19:00.000+08:00

woke up at 11am today. i realised that im starting to wake up really late on sundays. guess cuz i have been waking up really early on the weekdays. had tuition for THREE HOURS! omg, no wonder i was so tired and my butt ached after it ended. gosh, i cant imagine myself sitting there listening to the teacher drone on and on. currently, im playing neopets (yes yes, its NEOPETS) and listening to the song Reality by Richard Sanderson. the song is like suuuuuuuuper nice. i guess i really do like oldies. :DDDDD

neopets is still nice to play anyway. and i realised that i have an amaths test tmr, something about permutations and combinations, but i aint gonna study for it. (:

little games like this aren't that nice to play

2006-11-11T22:43:00.000+08:00

Like a clown I put on a show
The pain is real even if nobody knows
And I'm cryin' inside
And nobody knows it but me

2006-11-11T18:25:00.000+08:00

gosh, i realised that i really like oldies, as in really super duper ultra alot. oohh, they are like damn nice to listen to lah. :DDDD

2006-11-11T17:53:00.000+08:00

my 141th post! what so special about it? i guess it cuz the number is nice. had band today. as usual, i had to wake up suuuper early and we were supposed to go shopping for dresses today but thanks to the rain, we couldn't. practised in the band room until about 11 before we shifted down to outside the general office there to practise. marching today was weird. we were made to carry our instruments while falling in and made to play. weird.

ah yes, straw love, hearts made of straws. LOL. :D

yee thinks that i will start smoking when im older. smoking is NOT cool, its NOT nice, its smelly and its bad. it will shorten my life span and i wanna live long okayyy. whats more, it causes many different kinds of cancer which i dun wanna have. to yee: verine ling will never EVER smoke. (:

2006-11-09T18:17:00.000+08:00

Reality - Richard Sanderson

Met you by surprise, I didn't realize
That my life would change forever
Saw you standing there, I didn't know I cared
There was something special in the air
Dreams are my reality
The only real kind of real fantasy
Illusion are a common thing
I try to live in dreams
It seems as if it's meant to be

Dreams are my reality
A different kind of reality
I dream of loving in the night
And loving seems alright
Although it's only fantasy

If you do exist, honey don't resist
Show me a new way of loving
Tell me that it's true
Show me what to do
I feel something special about you

Dreams are my reality
The only kind of reality
Maybe my foolishness has past
And maybe now at last
I'll see how a real thing can be

Dreams are my reality
A wonderous world where I like to be
I dream of holding you all night
And holding you seems right
Perhaps that's my reality

Met you by surprise, I didn't realize
That my life would change forever
Tell me that's it true
Feelings that are cue
I feel something special about you

Dreams are my reality
A wonderous world where I like to be
Illusion are a common thing
I try to live in dream
Although it's only fantasy

Dreams are my reality
I like to dream of you close to me
I dream of loving in the night
And loving you seems right
Perhaps that's my reality

2006-11-09T17:43:00.000+08:00

i had to drag myself out of bed at 6.45am just to go to school to clear the scores and spray the stands. reached school at about 7.20 and it struck me that the dance and choir were having their camp. waited for god knows how long before josiah came and opened the door. the scores area were super duper dusty and we were like just packing everything so that it looked neat and tidy. i never knew that a few stand heads could be that heavy, i was like struggling under the weight of them. sprayed the base of the stand heads and it looked weird, oh wells. the floor sort of got sprayed with white stuff too and OM han and ms mok were like sort of scolding us. so we ended up helping the school clean floors.

i feel rather moody all of a sudden, guess it has smth to do with the rain.

im foolish, im dumb, im stupid.

2006-11-07T17:02:00.000+08:00

i feel horrible, horrible and even more horrible.

andrea says that her pastor told her that God will be revived with the help of someone born after the year 1967. i was like, "huh?!" and she started talking about something which happened like 1000 years ago.

look into the crystal ball and tell me wad u see

2006-11-07T16:02:00.000+08:00

aahh, i hate myself, i cant even keep to a promise that i made to myself, omg, wads happening?

life today wasnt exactly interesting, so i have nothing much to blog about except for the fact that i was bored at home and doing nothing but reading archie comics. its been a long time since ive read time, the last time i even looked at it was in primary six, where one of my friends practically had a whole library of those comics. now it looks like its gonna rain, which means the weather will be cold and everything and i will most probably be thinking away and ending up making myself moody. oh wells.

2006-11-06T22:56:00.000+08:00

CREDITS TO YEE FOR HELPING FIND SUCH A MUSHROOMIE SKIN.

hah! thanks yee. there, you happy now? one huge big credit for you, lol.

2006-11-06T20:48:00.000+08:00

was late for band today as i was waiting for yee, but i din have to do pumping. (:

went to suntec and got the bag for my sis. im fascinated by all the buildings in raffles city. they all seem so tall and mighty, and there are people working so hard to earn big bucks $$. i guess im gonna be rotting at home tmr, imagine the slimy worms squirming all around, oh wells.

why cling on to something that will never work out?
why lie that everyone cares?
you're walking alone.

2006-11-01T08:20:00.000+08:00

ive never thought that a person could have such an cold and stony heart. again and again, you've caused so much pain and hurt, not to one but more. dont you ever learn? saying does not mean that much (action speaks louder than words) so wads wrong with just doing some simple stuff to show that u care? guess you're just insensitive to people's feelings.

think of the blue blue sky
think of the white clouds
think ten years later
think of the stars
think of us

2006-10-31T21:31:00.000+08:00

RAWRRRS!

was feeling super weird this morning. it seems as if wad happened last night was all just a dream. (ur welcome to pinch me real hard) im irrtated and im gonna stop here.

2006-10-29T17:17:00.000+08:00

im rotting away at home on a beautiful sunday. had physics and chem tuition just now. it wasn't too bad, considering the fact that i din really wanted the tuition. i guess the reason that i sort of liked her is cuz we were both born in the year of goat. lols. and i felt really weird this morning. oh wells.

lets just say it will be forever

2006-10-28T23:14:00.000+08:00

hooray to my 131th post! (i know its little) 131 seems like a rather nice number so im hooraying for it. i was practically rotting away at home today, u can literally see the green worms squirming inside my brain and everything. oh wells, im counting down to monday. why cant we just skip sunday for this week and tadaah, tmr will be a monday.

2006-10-26T18:27:00.000+08:00

"i'd rather people make assumptions about my life than to volunteer to let them know."

todayyy, the last day of school, where we shall all cry together and listen to music together thinking of those memories we had together and then move on. well, at least thats wad mr lee said. he gave us m&ms (: and i realised that we will really miss him, with his "first things first" and stuff like that. he's rather nice actually.

everyone would be talking about their results and comparing around but i shan't bother about mine, since its nothing impressive and not something that i should be proud of.

2006-10-24T12:20:00.000+08:00

i was halfway editing a new blogskin for my blog when i suddenly got iritated and closed the damn thing. this means there's smth really wrong with me, oh wells.

2006-10-24T11:03:00.000+08:00

yesterday was a nice day.

and i realised that i have terrible mood swings. i can be happy and the next second all gloomy and quiet. oh, and i wanna thank josiah. JOSIAH, THANKS!

2006-10-22T12:34:00.000+08:00

I try to say goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near

2006-10-22T12:24:00.000+08:00

i bet that you're thinking, "why the hell is she doing this?" it makes me feel bad to know too much. i promise i wun ask anymore or interrupt whatever you are up to. i dun wanna know any personal information or anything. we'll just leave everything at that and lets not go any further.

2006-10-20T22:43:00.000+08:00

huiwen loves me!

and i love huiwen :D

2006-10-20T12:09:00.000+08:00

rainbowy promise - the most important promise in the world
i promise den

WHO HA BISH BAM! okay, im weird (:

2006-10-19T12:47:00.000+08:00

i think alot of people ponned school today. imagine half the sec 3s reporting to school today, LOL.

i'll laugh on the surface and cry on the inside

2006-10-18T21:32:00.000+08:00

school was rather boring today. had the a star presentation early in the morning. i tink zhenghui was funny and he won anyway.

after school was interesting. had chicken rice for lunch and we bought a plate of rice filled with lots of other ingredients and ended up not finishing the food, lol. band was tiring anyway.

smiles

2006-10-14T14:22:00.000+08:00

oh, and i realised that yesterday was friday the 13th. nothing bad happened anyway.

together forever :D

2006-10-14T14:18:00.000+08:00

i guess sometimes having exams are good, at least i wun be bored to death. stayed up rather late for the past few days, chatting and watching tv. im surprised they still have rather nice shows after midnight. im strange, cant help it. (:

we can ignore the facts but we cannot change them

2006-10-13T03:16:00.000+08:00

OMG!
look at the time, and im still online.

Heh (:

2006-10-12T20:33:00.000+08:00

you hate me

to josiah: look who's talking. im blogging more often as compared to you. last post is LAST WEEK? hahas.

2006-10-12T01:30:00.000+08:00

fly me to the moon, let me play among the stars

2006-10-12T01:17:00.000+08:00

Many girls and women feel excluded from society's stereotype of ideal beauty.

In fact, in a study commissioned by Dove, we found that only 2% of women around the world feel comfortable describing themselves as beautiful! The current recipe for ideal beauty has the following ingredients: a beautiful woman must be extremely tall and very thin, have small hips but a big bust. She has large eyes, large lips and a small nose. We are so used to seeing this beauty stereotype in the media that we assume that such features have always been considered ideal. Think again.

Curvy didn't always mean "fat" and "fat" didn't always mean anything other than underweight and underfed. In fact, wide hips and bottoms were once so prized that women hid their unfashionably slim hips beneath bustles, an undergarment that tied at the waist and padded their backsides with rolls stuffed with cork, horsehair or down. In the 1880's bustles were so flamboyantly huge that "it was popularly declared a tea-tray could be comfortably rested on it."

At one time, smaller breasts reigned as the ideal. Women did not wear push up bras or get breast implants: they sought breast flatteners. Early corsets flattened breasts and pushed them to the side, the better to highlight the beauty found further south in wide hips. In the 1920s, the ideal of beauty for the flappers was the flat chest; to the newly emancipated women of the 1920's breast implants would have been hideous.

The fashionable face also changes through time. One of the legendary beauties of all times was Cleopatra, the last queen of ancient Egypt and the lover of Julius Caesar and Mark Antony. Newly authenticated portraits show that Cleopatra was not a beauty by current standards -- she was too short, too fat, and her nose was too big. Cleopatra was barely 5 ft tall (average for her time) and had rings of fat around her neck, called "Venus rings" by art historians. Her nose was prominent and long with a pronounced downward curve.

Full-lipped beauties like Angelina Jolie would have been out of favor in England of the eighteenth century. At that time, Sir Henry Beaumont said that in the ideal feminine face "the mouth should be small... a truly pretty mouth is like a rose-bud that is beginning to blow."

This brief tour of the fashionable face and body has one major take away lesson: ideals of beauty change and beauty is and always has been a moving target.

Prominent noses or button noses, thin or plump, big breasted or flat chested, curvy or petite, straight hair or ringlets a diversity of features have been the ideal of beauty at one time or another in history. Be yourself and prize the features you have and feel confident in the skin you are in.

2006-10-11T23:59:00.000+08:00

no matter what, it will be forever (:

our weird talks.

2006-10-11T20:16:00.000+08:00

chem was a killer!! omg omg, the paper was like difficult. physics wasnt too bad, though i know that i will fail anyway. made bets using kitkats with the greylanders on the chem paper.

EXAMS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER! whoopies! after many days of studying and burning the midnight oil, its over! im like throwing away the stupid exam timetable away. buh bye (:

2006-10-10T13:47:00.000+08:00

"There are times when i'll be walking along and a certain memory will come up. Or i'll be doing something and i'll get just an overwhelming feeling of sadness. it's like a sinking feeling, kind of like the feeling you get when you're travelling fast over a bump and the car 'drops' down."

no one is perfect. im amazed at how your words have such a huge impact on me. im sorry for not treating you the way you wanted me to, but you cant force me to do something that is against my wishes.

we're like clouds floating away when the wind blows. whether or not we will be back in a clump together again depends on the wind.

2006-10-07T20:45:00.000+08:00

the pain that tears your life apart.

2006-10-07T20:38:00.000+08:00

its saturday. :D

2006-10-06T17:44:00.000+08:00

CUSTOM-MADE MUSHROOM!

ahh, thanks eddie. :D

had emaths and amaths paper today. its the maths day! the papers weren't that difficult, except for amaths. had lunch with the greylanders and eddie. walked around amk central and had a "trying of clothes" marathon. (btw, there are new shops on the second floor where shop & save is.)

to josiah: im the great! muahahaha. u dumb dumb, imagine me being God. the world will be filled with mushrooms.LOL! :D

2006-10-04T15:22:00.000+08:00

u noe how they say, "tell someone about it, you'll feel better."
its not that true.
sometimes, even though u open up to someone
the feeling inside may not go.

i used to think back about what happened and i would feel really stupid. so i kind of made a promise to myself not to do that again.

look at the impact your words have on me

2006-10-03T18:03:00.000+08:00

Without you - Harry Nilsson

No, I can't forget this evening

Or your face as you were leaving

But I guess that's just the way the story goes

You always smile but in your eyes your sorrow shows

Yes, it shows

No, I can't forget tomorrow

When I think of all my sorrow

When I had you there but then I let you go

And now it's only fair that I should let you know

What you should know

I can't live if living is without you

I can't live, I can't give any more

I can't live if living is without you

I can't give, I can't give any more

No, I can't forget this evening

Or your face as you were leaving

But I guess that's just the way the story goes

You always smile but in your eyes your sorrow shows

Yes, it shows

I can't live if living is without you

I can't live, I can't give anymore

I can't live if living is without you

I can't live, I can't give anymore

2006-10-02T16:33:00.000+08:00

love love love love
it will be forever (:

aahh! exams are coming. so are the holidays. okay, thats lame of me to be stating that. i realised that i like watching cartoons, guess thats a habit that i can't get rid of. hahahahahaha.

2006-10-01T00:45:00.000+08:00

Why Can't Everything Orange Be Ver?

muahahahah :D

2006-09-29T23:56:00.000+08:00

today was so NOT shilin's day.

english paper was hard, especially the summary part. i sort of din really understand the question. ss was scary. i wrote about half a page only for my 13m question =/ i wonder how am i supposed to pass like that.

our fond memories :D

2006-09-27T17:21:00.000+08:00

(5:06 PM) head bitters:
normally, verine=spastic ordy
(5:06 PM) ßöñkêřک ; behind that little plastic smile:
...
(5:06 PM) head bitters:
hahahahhahahahahs
(5:06 PM) ßöñkêřک ; behind that little plastic smile:
look
(5:06 PM) ßöñkêřک ; behind that little plastic smile:
my personal msg
(5:06 PM) head bitters:
u look spastically cute though

LOL! the stupid conversation between me and cole. she spelled hate as "hare". wow, i wonder how she managed to top the school for english last year :D

2006-09-26T19:26:00.000+08:00

i suddenly feel as if im forced to blog now. (all thanks to?) bio spa today was terrible. i tink i screwed up the whole thing, i drew the graph wrongly and din do everything correctly. argh! spa is like so freaking stupid.

eoy exams are like this thursday and im like not even halfway through my physics and chem. roaaarrr! eoy exams are ALWAYS like that. sheesh.

2006-09-24T13:43:00.000+08:00

josiah says that im not blogging alot, so HERE I AM, blogging. i hate eoy exams. u have to study practically the whole book of every subject and squeeze the whole lot of infomation into the head. oh wells.

2006-09-22T21:27:00.000+08:00

bjorn, from now until april fools day, im gonna make a list of the different kind of pranks that im gonna play on you. i'll make sure that the pranks will get worse as it goes on. why don't we have fireworks on the night before, we do a countdown? 11.59, 12! den all the fireworks comes out and the start of playing pranks begins. bjorn, watch out next year okay? im preparing for it. (:

btw, dun u feel touched? this post was specially written about you. :D

2006-09-22T17:35:00.000+08:00

think of me as that,
cuz maybe i am

2006-09-22T17:09:00.000+08:00

i kept my real feelings hidden deep inside, behind that little plastic smile i gave her.

2006-09-22T17:02:00.000+08:00

like a freak

i suddenly realised that we had tests for the three sciences today. kiesha, cole and eddie still said i was slow in realising it. awwww. monday is the maths day. oh wells, exams are coming, we all have to study eh.

dun ever do that to me
i can never ever take it

2006-09-20T17:55:00.000+08:00

RAWRRR!

the stupid common tests are this week and next week. i've been studying so hard the night before, only to find that the tests are all postponed. argh! and its like my first time STUDYING for common tests. oh wells.

they say they love you
but the fact is,
they don't.
once they know,
they'll shun you,
ignore you.
they nvr did care.

2006-09-19T21:40:00.000+08:00

fear of rejection

2006-09-18T21:08:00.000+08:00

study study study. thats what we're all up to these few weeks.

school was rather boring. i realised that i've been paying attention in class. (: which is good, considering that fact that eoy exams are coming. yee was saying she was proud of me and andrea says i've matured.

hah!

she knows, he knows. what else?

2006-09-16T21:49:00.000+08:00

PEOPLE, I DO NOT SELF-MUTILATE!

i just find that interesting so i decided to blog about it :D

2006-09-16T21:40:00.000+08:00

imagine getting smaller and smaller until you're an insignificant speck.

2006-09-16T20:32:00.000+08:00

teens who self-mutilate might not be who you expect. they're usually not outcasts or teens who outwardly show depression. instead, they are your "everyday" teen. they get good grades, have good friends, are involved in after-school activities, come from good families. so if they've got all of this going for them, why do they do it? often times it's a matter of these teens not having healthy ways to deal with conflict and so they bottle their emotions up inside. cutting and other types of self-mutilation give them a way to release their stress.

2006-09-15T22:14:00.000+08:00

im going crazy, im gonna be bald soon, i wun live to see tmr's daylight.
i wun be there anymore.

2006-09-12T16:58:00.000+08:00

the freaking exams. the stupid exams. the dumb exams. ARGHH!

damn the stupid cockroach crawling around today, invading in 3a's land. pe was fun, having learn the shot put (?). watching forbidden city tmr! (and they said it was forbidden)

do u regret? cuz i have a feeling that u do.

2006-09-08T22:32:00.000+08:00

im dumb and yee is dumber.
together, we form the dumb and dumber.

2006-09-08T18:15:00.000+08:00

i've never met someone as stupid, dumb and inmatured as you.
grow up.

2006-09-06T15:54:00.000+08:00

ah, i realised i have not been blogging lately. call me lazy. nth interesting happened.
mon: a weird feeling. like as if everything is neither right nor wrong
tues: a kind of day we shud have more often. stop the quarrels.
wed: ate too much fast food. ):

yeah i noe, wad kind of weird post is this, but im weird. (:

i'll always be there
there's no one like you.

2006-08-31T19:27:00.000+08:00

that freaking peixuan walked right up to me and shook me by the shoulders and saying my name. she den started telling no one in particular that, "verine is here!" she din change one bit at all. had loads of fun with esther today, chatted about the silly and stupid things we use to do in primary school. awwwww. aqillah was still the same too. we were all acting like childish little pri six kids :D

2006-08-29T17:34:00.000+08:00

soccer can be really fun, except that girls can never play against guys. they will constantly be saying sorry to us and sort of giving way to us :D played soccer today and everyone was sort of screaming our lungs out and kicking in the air. i was sort of thinking how stupid am i to be chasing after a pathetic ball but anyway, it was rather fun. mr lee was being reeally stupid today, not giving us a direct answer when we asked him whether we should change our places or not. dummy.

2006-08-27T22:13:00.000+08:00

its too perfect
wayyy too perfect
a person like u can never fit in
u have too many flaws
they are just perfect,
too perfect for you.

2006-08-26T21:24:00.000+08:00

[ 1 ] I have read a book before
[ ] I have run more than 2 miles without stopping.
[ ] I have been to Canada.
[ 2 ] I have been on some sort of sports team.
[ 3 ] I have watched cartoons for hours before
[ ] I have tripped UP the stairs.
[ ] have fallen down an entire flight of stairs.
[ ] have been snowboarding/skiing.
[ 4 ] I have played ping pong.
[ 5 ] I swam in the ocean.
[ ] I have been on a whale watch.
[ 6 ] I have seen fireworks.
[ ] I have seen a shooting star.
[ ] I have seen a meteor shower.
[ 7 ] I have almost drowned.
[ 8 ] I have been so embarrassed I wanted to disappear.
[ 9 ] I have listened to one cd over & over & overagain.
[ ] I have had stitch(es).
[ ] I have licked a frozen pole and got stuck there.
[ ] I have stayed up til 6am doing homework/projects.
[ ] I currently have a job.
[ ] I have been ice skating.
[10] I have been rollerblading.
[11] I have fallen flat on my face.
[12] I have tripped over my own two feet.
[ ] I have been in a fist fight.
[13] I have played videogames/com for more than 3hours straight.
[14] I have watched The Power Rangers before.
[15] I do / have attended Church regularly.
[16] I have played truth or dare.
[ ] I have already had my 16th birthday.
[ ] I have already had my 17th birthday.
[17] I've called someone stupid. And meant it.
[18] I've been in a verbal argument.
[19] I've cried in school.
[ ] I've played basketball on a team.
[ ] I've played softball on a team.
[ ] I've played football on a team.
[ ] I've played soccer on a team.
[ ] I've done cheerleading on a team.
[ ] I've swam on a team.
[20] I've been swimming more than 20 times in mylife.
[ ] I've bungee jumped.
[21] I've climbed a rock wall before.
[ ] I've lost more than $20.
[22] I've called myself an idiot
[23] I've called someone else an idiot
[24] I've cried myself to sleep
[25] I've had (or have) pets.
[ ] I've owned a Spice Girls cd. and or tape
[ ] I've owned a Britney Spears cd
[ ] I've owned an N*Sync cd
[ ] I've owned a Backstreet Boys cd
[ ] I've mooned someone
[ ] I've sworn at someone in authority
[ ] I've been in the schoolnewspaper / insights.
[ ] I've been on TV
[26] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been on the other side of a waterfall
[27] I've watched all of the Lord of the Rings movies.
[28] I've watched all the Harry Potter movies.
[ ] I've watched the 3 Stooges at least once.
[ ] I've watched "Newlyweds" Nick & Jessica.
[29] I've watched Looney Tunes before.
[ ] I've been stuffed into a locker
[ ] I've been called a geek.
[30]I've studied hard for a test and got a bad grade.
[31] I've not studied at all for a test and aced it.
[32] I've met a celebrity / music / TV artist.
[33] I've written poetry.
[ ] I've been arrested
[ ] I've been attracted to someone much older than me
[ ] I've been tickled till I've cried
[ ] I've tickled someone else until they cried
[34] I've had / have siblings
[ ] I've been to a rock concert
[35] I've listened to classical music and enjoyed it
[36] I've been in a play
[ ] I've been picked last in gym class
[ ] I've been picked first in gym class or so
[ ] Ive been picked in that middle-range in gym class.
[37] I've cried in front of my friends
[ ] I've read a book longer than 1,000 pages
[37] I've freaked out over a sports game
[ ] I’ve vomited in public
[ ] I've washed someone else’s vomit
[ ] I’ve ran away
[ ] I’ve had a stalker
[ ] I've had a fight with someone on txt
[ ] I've had a fight with someone face-to-face
[ ] I've been in a car accident
[39] I've forgiven someone who has done somethingbad to me
[ ] I've personally seen someone die
[ ] I've been confronted by a police officer butgot away
[ ] I've lost someone who meant the world

I have lived through 39 of these 99 things

2006-08-24T17:56:00.000+08:00

i've got a discipline case. awwwww. today was a boring day, everything so like so, dead? yup. tmr is a friday! i sort of love fridays. :D and tmr is zachary's birthday too.

mdm leau turned my life into hell :(

2006-08-22T18:47:00.000+08:00

josiah says i look like those kind of girls who have a bf. do i have one? nahh.

2006-08-22T18:45:00.000+08:00

azh finally gave me that bag :D thanks!

2006-08-22T17:42:00.000+08:00

we presented our bio project today! (: i tink we did okay, well, yeah. school was rather stupid today. got back chem. i practically failed everything T.T

face it, they will never care
why should they even bother?
ur just taking up too much space
the freaking world wun even notice.

2006-08-20T19:37:00.000+08:00

went to nicole's house to complete our bio project. had breakfast with kiesha and cole and sort of gossip about stuff. watch cartoons while the both of them tried making the weird ice-cream we once made. played the com and the time passed quickly and soon, it was LUNCH! we made our own lunch with fishballs and mushrooms. -___- (yeah, its pathetic) but it was sort of rather cool, our own apartment, imagine that. LOL! finished up our project and cole and kiesha tried to fufil the dream of our own apartment by playing sims. :D

2006-08-20T19:31:00.000+08:00

a few years together, learning to be independent.
studying together on a friday night, outings together on a saturday.
stocking up of food before twelve noon on a sunday.
settling bills and our problems together,
part-time jobs and pillow fights.
our own apartment? lets continue dreaming :D

2006-08-18T21:22:00.000+08:00

i realised today was a rather nice day. i gave shilin a huge packet of sweets this morning and she was like rather excited and left the whole packet on the table to eat. went to huayi for band exchange today and was rather fun. their school was kinda cool :D josiah treated me to ice cream! waah, another thing to be happy about. :D

now its all okay

2006-08-17T21:29:00.000+08:00

lalalalala~ why is alot of people i noe going for the duno wad workshop thingy. i tink its scary. :/

2006-08-17T18:14:00.000+08:00

yay! common tests are OVER! whoaaa, im like super super HIGHHHHHHH today! (:

its andrea's birthday today. and i wrote the long long letter that she wanted. lol. english was fun. mr lee kept on calling everyone the wrong names. LOL! i threw a paper aeroplane at cole and it flew out of the window. -___- a maths was rather fun today. we joined all the tables together and gave ms yong the space she needed. the surprising thing was, ms yong let us off before the bell rang! whoaaaaa, wad a wonderful day today :D

i dun wanna share my sweets.

2006-08-12T15:16:00.000+08:00

ms mok is gonna be killed someday by the band members. its like she promised to announce the posts on friday but she din. toot eh.

oh dear, u look lost.

2006-08-11T22:05:00.000+08:00

they stopped saving you
and left you,
to face it all alone.

2006-08-11T22:03:00.000+08:00

bio project is really fun.

they refused to help you

2006-08-09T17:46:00.000+08:00

they're talking about you,
about wad u've done,
the unhappiness u've caused.

2006-08-09T16:37:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to singapore.

now every one will start pointing fingers,
they are all gonna leave u alone.
you're just someone who will cause them to suffer,
someone who dun belong here.

2006-08-08T10:29:00.000+08:00

NO SCHOOL! woots! i woke up, looked at the clock and thought to myself, "if there was school today, it will still be the first period." awwwwwwwwww :D

had honey stars for breakfast, "the delicious stars in the universe!". played o2jam a little while. was supposed to go out with andrea, to foster good friendship but my mommy refused to let me out of the house. :( oh wells. NOW, as im blogging here, if there was school, it would only be recess. heeees =P

2006-08-07T23:15:00.000+08:00

"why do ppl who like each other cannot be together?"

when you love someone, you will be willing to give the whole world for him/her. there must be certain reasons why the two people cannot be together (parents??) the guy would rather leave the girl and make her happy as he noes that its the only way, rather than going against her parents and adding pressure to the girl. he would rather make the girl happy than to be beside her forever. to him, the girl's happiness is the most important thing. if he sees that she is happy, he will be happy too :D

2006-08-07T19:16:00.000+08:00

whoaaa, there's school today, no school tmr!! WOOHOOOSS! i got seven for my physics (which is failed btw) and im reeeally happy about it cuz i was expecting myself to score less than 4. mr lee was sort of shocked at my expectations. MR LEE IS BACK!! yay! he gave us chocolates as a coming back gift. (:

i love the feeling of knowing that there are nice people in this world :D

2006-08-05T21:43:00.000+08:00

ROARRRRRRRRRRRR.

you should not care if the whole world hates you.
care if the one u care for hates u.

2006-08-05T17:37:00.000+08:00

i wanna say thank you. (:

the day singapore turns 41 is coming soon! yeah and i realised the days pass reeally quickly. im gonna be sec four soon and the thought of having o levels is damping my mood. sheesh, im not gonna tink about it. TESTS! i hate tests, im failing every single subject. not all but most of them. :( mr lee is coming back soon (he's much much better than that ms TOH.)

i love listening to the carpenters. their songs are awesome. (:

2006-08-02T20:28:00.000+08:00

minesweeper tournament is still NOT over.

school was rather fun, playing with cole was DEFINITELY fun. (: going toilet, throwing papers, her always ruining my dustbins, COLE, THIS POST IS FOR YOU! (:

rawr, common tests are coming soon, study study and no more playing!

2006-07-29T10:12:00.000+08:00

MINESWEEPER TOURNAMENT

competitors: verine, josiah, huiwen, yee

verine vs. josiah: 2-1
verine vs. huiwen:1-2
verine vs. yee: haven over.

finals: the time when yee plays finish with all of us. that dumb yee.

2006-07-28T20:43:00.000+08:00

Bold the ones that apply to you, then stab 5 people to do it.

I miss somebody right now.
I dont watch TV these days.I wear glasses or contact lenses.
i love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.- wads marijuana?
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.- no harm telling the truth right?
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.-duh, who wouldn't have changed?
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.- i cut myself secretly (:
I'm TOTALLY smart.
I've broken someone's bones.- im not superwoman, i wun have that superhuman strength.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I LOVE sushi.
I talk really,really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.- i've never been there before
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller ID.
I like the way i look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop. absolutely.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I don't hate anyone.
I'm a pretty good dancer.- i hate dancing
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.- i was once allergic to all seafood except for fish.
I have a lot to learn.- u are never too old to learn smth new
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.- i dun really care
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.- im not even working.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.
I am happy at this moment.
I'm obsessed with guys.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.- im not that vain
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.- i wan one!!
I can't stand at LEAST one person that i work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.- i dun cosplay but i noe wad izit.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.

2006-07-26T21:43:00.000+08:00

huiwennnn, if u see this, can i request that i be spared from the quiz? PLEASEEEEEEEEE! (:

2006-07-23T12:39:00.000+08:00

if you are really bored, playing minesweeper is fun. all u need to do is to find a buddy and thrash him/her. that would be even more fun. okay, i tink im being mean. (:

2006-07-22T11:22:00.000+08:00

guess wad, im playing neopets. -___- just trying to kill boredom. (:

2006-07-18T17:26:00.000+08:00

school is boring. no, i shud change that, school has ALWAYS been boring. oh wells.

the musical is like two days away and im sort of getting worried. im worrying that i may forget to bring smth like the banners or duno wad. okay, im getting paranoid here. sheesh! oh yeah, and i wanna say that im weird.

maybe i should not tink that much,
im confusing myself!
arghhhh!

2006-07-16T21:43:00.000+08:00

i wanna go to the dentist.

and i duno wad to do now. im feeling helpless ):

2006-07-14T21:41:00.000+08:00

today is a terrible day

2006-07-13T21:15:00.000+08:00

whoaaa, they cancelled sectionals today. i was sort of looking forward to it. i realised that jinghui is super lame.

i got an orange flower! with a million leaves.

we shud not..

2006-07-09T14:13:00.000+08:00

im bored. im very very bored :(

tough decisions?
fear of what's gonna happen?