im bored and im playing neopets. hey, they are rather addictive u know.

band wasnt too bad today. it was rather normal with all the ex-seniors coming back and all. went straight home after band and here i am playing any games i can find on the internet.

i feel really stupid to be thinking so much, but it just gave me that impression, so i assumed. we are drifting apart, so much for our promises and all. yeah yeah, its my fault. so you can do it and i cant, wow. you hate me, i know u do.

imagine the sharp blade pressing, the skin splits and the blood oozes out.
yes yes, it hurts, but its different.




they are like little pieces of sharp glass that cuts deep.




and it came crashing down

chatted with andrea just now and i realised that it has been a long time since i last saw her and talked to her. aww. yesterday was 1st December. it seems like as if November took ages to pass. i've like done so many things and yesterday was just the beginning of december, thats like slow. oh wells, im looking forward to school :DD

and the world peace on my wishlist is like umm, impossible. so im not expecting it to come true or anything.




lets hope Santa makes them come true (:

1. a laptop! - okay, i know that is like impossible but i cant help but put it down (:
2. a pair of small hooped earrings
3. green alien soft toy from precious thots - the toy is like soooo cute with "i am an alien" words on it, lol.
4. a mushroom soft toy - its hard to find one, awwwww
5. a new belt (yellow/orange/pink?)
6. to be super duper rich in neopets - HAH! i know that is lame but i just wanna feel the feeling of being rich :DD
7. having dinner at marina bay with friends - aww, if that really comes true, i will be jumping around the whole night
8. the nice little voodoo purse from mini toons
9. a basket filled with different kinds of chocolates
10. everyone that i know to love each other :DDD - in short its world peace right? or are they two different things?

yeah, hate me, there was never once that u could stay that way for more than a month. go on, forget every single thing, every promise and whatever.

im bored, and i feel like roar-ing.




im blogging! omg, lol. i woke up this morning and bham, it hit me that andrea is going back indonesia, (like how mr tan wakes up in the middle of the night and realised smth, that kind of feeling.) i din even say bye to andrea, aww. waited for yee at the bus stop and as usual, she's late. band was rather normal, nothing exciting or boring happened. had laksa for lunch, its been ages since i had that, since primary school i think. went home with huiwen after that and tadaaahhh, im at home now, blogging away.

oh, and huiwen wanna celebrate her 1000th post, one thousand, lol. so cheers to huiwen for having 1000 posts. :DD

i realised that i have been going out for the past three days and im like tireddd. gosh, looking for a dress really is hard. and im broke these few days, i owe andrea like fifteen bucks, rahhhhh!

tuesday
went out with yee and huiwen ytd. walked around taka and wisma looking for a dress and found nothing. huiwen suggested we go this fashion at paya lebar to check out and tadaahhh, we found many many dresses. yee and huiwen were like taking the dresses off the rack like nobody's business. we then went over to the fitting room and tried on the dresses, making so much noise at the same time. after trying on who knows how many dresses, we had lunner (lunch&dinner) at long john, before goin back to try on more dresses. yeah, we were like having a dress-trying marathon. finally, after yee and huiwen tried on tons and tons of dresses, (i just stood there giving opinions and waiting for them) they settled on the one they liked and reserved it. (i din know u can reserve clothes at this fashion, oohh)

wednesday
woke up at 7.45am and left the house at 8am to go to thomson plaza. i was early! (i reached at 8.40am) the shops were closed anyway -___- except for ntuc, ya kun and some other shops. walked around thomson plaza and admired things from outside the glass panel of each shops before deciding to buy ya kun toast. everyone arrived and we bought the plastic boxes and went to wait for the luggage shop to open. saw some people filming some stuff and we noticed that one of the girls was wearing a g-string. LOL! not that we wanted to be some perverts or anything but it was rather obvious and we couldn't help but notice it. bought the luggage from ntuc after deciding that the shop will open quite late and popular didn't have the files we wanted. thereafter, we took a cab to school and the taxi driver was rather chatty, asking us many many weird questions. band was rather short (only one and a half hours), we played only two songs, TWO! its as good as having no practice at all. went to marina square with andrea and met my mommy in the evening to look at dresses.


you left and yet it feels as if nothing has changed. would it be better if things were to end up this way, when ive decided that i had enough and when u could not take it any longer? you can always pretend that im not there since we were able to play that little game of yours. i doubt that our promise will be kept with your outbursts once in a while. asking you to stop is like asking the sky to fall, it will never happen. your words contradict themselves. what once happened will never happen again.