Monday, November 27, 2006
lets hope Santa makes them come true (:
1. a laptop! - okay, i know that is like impossible but i cant help but put it down (:
2. a pair of small hooped earrings
3. green alien soft toy from precious thots - the toy is like soooo cute with "i am an alien" words on it, lol.
4. a mushroom soft toy - its hard to find one, awwwww
5. a new belt (yellow/orange/pink?)
6. to be super duper rich in neopets - HAH! i know that is lame but i just wanna feel the feeling of being rich :DD
7. having dinner at marina bay with friends - aww, if that really comes true, i will be jumping around the whole night
8. the nice little voodoo purse from mini toons
9. a basket filled with different kinds of chocolates
10. everyone that i know to love each other :DDD - in short its world peace right? or are they two different things?
{ 7:48 PM }
Thursday, November 23, 2006
yeah, hate me, there was never once that u could stay that way for more than a month. go on, forget every single thing, every promise and whatever.im bored, and i feel like roar-ing.
{ 3:34 PM }
Monday, November 20, 2006
im blogging! omg, lol. i woke up this morning and bham, it hit me that andrea is going back indonesia, (like how mr tan wakes up in the middle of the night and realised smth, that kind of feeling.) i din even say bye to andrea, aww. waited for yee at the bus stop and as usual, she's late. band was rather normal, nothing exciting or boring happened. had laksa for lunch, its been ages since i had that, since primary school i think. went home with huiwen after that and tadaaahhh, im at home now, blogging away.
oh, and huiwen wanna celebrate her 1000th post, one thousand, lol. so cheers to huiwen for having 1000 posts. :DD
{ 4:31 PM }
Thursday, November 16, 2006
i realised that i have been going out for the past three days and im like tireddd. gosh, looking for a dress really is hard. and im broke these few days, i owe andrea like fifteen bucks, rahhhhh!
tuesdaywent out with yee and huiwen ytd. walked around taka and wisma looking for a dress and found nothing. huiwen suggested we go this fashion at paya lebar to check out and tadaahhh, we found many many dresses. yee and huiwen were like taking the dresses off the rack like nobody's business. we then went over to the fitting room and tried on the dresses, making so much noise at the same time. after trying on who knows how many dresses, we had lunner (lunch&dinner) at long john, before goin back to try on more dresses. yeah, we were like having a dress-trying marathon. finally, after yee and huiwen tried on tons and tons of dresses, (i just stood there giving opinions and waiting for them) they settled on the one they liked and reserved it. (i din know u can reserve clothes at this fashion, oohh)
wednesdaywoke up at 7.45am and left the house at 8am to go to thomson plaza. i was early! (i reached at 8.40am) the shops were closed anyway -___- except for ntuc, ya kun and some other shops. walked around thomson plaza and admired things from outside the glass panel of each shops before deciding to buy ya kun toast. everyone arrived and we bought the plastic boxes and went to wait for the luggage shop to open. saw some people filming some stuff and we noticed that one of the girls was wearing a g-string. LOL! not that we wanted to be some perverts or anything but it was rather obvious and we couldn't help but notice it. bought the luggage from ntuc after deciding that the shop will open quite late and popular didn't have the files we wanted. thereafter, we took a cab to school and the taxi driver was rather chatty, asking us many many weird questions. band was rather short (only one and a half hours), we played only two songs, TWO! its as good as having no practice at all. went to marina square with andrea and met my mommy in the evening to look at dresses.
you left and yet it feels as if nothing has changed. would it be better if things were to end up this way, when ive decided that i had enough and when u could not take it any longer? you can always pretend that im not there since we were able to play that little game of yours. i doubt that our promise will be kept with your outbursts once in a while. asking you to stop is like asking the sky to fall, it will never happen. your words contradict themselves. what once happened will never happen again.{ 12:44 PM }
Monday, November 13, 2006
i was lazy to go to school by myself today so i asked my daddy to send me to school and reached at about 7.30. amaths was supposed to start at 9. had an amaths test on chapter 12,13 & 14, i only studied chapter 13. -____-
skipped physics and went for band. played some songs, and i realised that band today felt like it was very short. (band was 3 hours today) it rained, omg, it was like soo heavy but it stopped anyway so we got to go toa payoh and searched for dresses with yee and huiwen. it was...unsuccessful. oh wells. got the money for librarian stuff today. ms mok gave me *whisper whisper* dollars. :DDDDDD
{ 7:51 PM }
Sunday, November 12, 2006
woke up at 11am today. i realised that im starting to wake up really late on sundays. guess cuz i have been waking up really early on the weekdays. had tuition for THREE HOURS! omg, no wonder i was so tired and my butt ached after it ended. gosh, i cant imagine myself sitting there listening to the teacher drone on and on. currently, im playing neopets (yes yes, its NEOPETS) and listening to the song Reality by Richard Sanderson. the song is like suuuuuuuuper nice. i guess i really do like oldies. :DDDDD
neopets is still nice to play anyway. and i realised that i have an amaths test tmr, something about permutations and combinations, but i aint gonna study for it. (:
little games like this aren't that nice to play{ 6:19 PM }
Saturday, November 11, 2006
Like a clown I put on a show
The pain is real even if nobody knows
And I'm cryin' inside
And nobody knows it but me{ 10:43 PM }
gosh, i realised that i really like oldies, as in really super duper ultra alot. oohh, they are like damn nice to listen to lah. :DDDD
{ 6:25 PM }
my 141th post! what so special about it? i guess it cuz the number is nice. had band today. as usual, i had to wake up suuuper early and we were supposed to go shopping for dresses today but thanks to the rain, we couldn't. practised in the band room until about 11 before we shifted down to outside the general office there to practise. marching today was weird. we were made to carry our instruments while falling in and made to play. weird.
ah yes, straw love, hearts made of straws. LOL. :D
yee thinks that i will start smoking when im older. smoking is NOT cool, its NOT nice, its smelly and its bad. it will shorten my life span and i wanna live long okayyy. whats more, it causes many different kinds of cancer which i dun wanna have. to yee: verine ling will never EVER smoke. (:
{ 5:53 PM }
Thursday, November 09, 2006
Reality - Richard Sanderson
Met you by surprise, I didn't realize
That my life would change forever
Saw you standing there, I didn't know I cared
There was something special in the air
Dreams are my reality
The only real kind of real fantasy
Illusion are a common thing
I try to live in dreams
It seems as if it's meant to be
Dreams are my reality
A different kind of reality
I dream of loving in the night
And loving seems alright
Although it's only fantasy
If you do exist, honey don't resist
Show me a new way of loving
Tell me that it's true
Show me what to do
I feel something special about you
Dreams are my reality
The only kind of reality
Maybe my foolishness has past
And maybe now at last
I'll see how a real thing can be
Dreams are my reality
A wonderous world where I like to be
I dream of holding you all night
And holding you seems right
Perhaps that's my reality
Met you by surprise, I didn't realize
That my life would change forever
Tell me that's it true
Feelings that are cue
I feel something special about you
Dreams are my reality
A wonderous world where I like to be
Illusion are a common thing
I try to live in dream
Although it's only fantasy
Dreams are my reality
I like to dream of you close to me
I dream of loving in the night
And loving you seems right
Perhaps that's my reality
{ 6:17 PM }
i had to drag myself out of bed at 6.45am just to go to school to clear the scores and spray the stands. reached school at about 7.20 and it struck me that the dance and choir were having their camp. waited for god knows how long before josiah came and opened the door. the scores area were super duper dusty and we were like just packing everything so that it looked neat and tidy. i never knew that a few stand heads could be that heavy, i was like struggling under the weight of them. sprayed the base of the stand heads and it looked weird, oh wells. the floor sort of got sprayed with white stuff too and OM han and ms mok were like sort of scolding us. so we ended up helping the school clean floors.
i feel rather moody all of a sudden, guess it has smth to do with the rain.
im foolish, im dumb, im stupid.{ 5:43 PM }
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
i feel horrible, horrible and even more
horrible.andrea says that her pastor told her that God will be revived with the help of someone born after the year 1967. i was like, "huh?!" and she started talking about something which happened like 1000 years ago.
look into the crystal ball and tell me wad u see{ 5:02 PM }
aahh, i hate myself, i cant even keep to a promise that i made to myself, omg, wads happening?
life today wasnt exactly interesting, so i have nothing much to blog about except for the fact that i was bored at home and doing nothing but reading archie comics. its been a long time since ive read time, the last time i even looked at it was in primary six, where one of my friends practically had a whole library of those comics. now it looks like its gonna rain, which means the weather will be cold and everything and i will most probably be thinking away and ending up making myself moody. oh wells.
{ 4:02 PM }
Monday, November 06, 2006
CREDITS TO YEE FOR HELPING FIND SUCH A MUSHROOMIE SKIN.
hah! thanks yee. there, you happy now? one huge big credit for you, lol.
{ 10:56 PM }
was late for band today as i was waiting for yee, but i din have to do pumping. (:
went to suntec and got the bag for my sis. im fascinated by all the buildings in raffles city. they all seem so tall and mighty, and there are people working so hard to earn big bucks $$. i guess im gonna be rotting at home tmr, imagine the slimy worms squirming all around, oh wells.
why cling on to something that will never work out?
why lie that everyone cares?
you're walking
alone.
{ 8:48 PM }
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
ive never thought that a person could have such an cold and stony heart. again and again, you've caused so much pain and hurt, not to one but more. dont you ever learn? saying does not mean that much (action speaks louder than words) so wads wrong with just doing some simple stuff to show that u care? guess you're just insensitive to people's feelings.
think of the blue blue sky
think of the white clouds
think ten years later
think of the stars
think of
us{ 8:20 AM }