RAWRRRS!

was feeling super weird this morning. it seems as if wad happened last night was all just a dream. (ur welcome to pinch me real hard) im irrtated and im gonna stop here.




im rotting away at home on a beautiful sunday. had physics and chem tuition just now. it wasn't too bad, considering the fact that i din really wanted the tuition. i guess the reason that i sort of liked her is cuz we were both born in the year of goat. lols. and i felt really weird this morning. oh wells.

lets just say it will be forever




hooray to my 131th post! (i know its little) 131 seems like a rather nice number so im hooraying for it. i was practically rotting away at home today, u can literally see the green worms squirming inside my brain and everything. oh wells, im counting down to monday. why cant we just skip sunday for this week and tadaah, tmr will be a monday.




"i'd rather people make assumptions about my life than to volunteer to let them know."


todayyy, the last day of school, where we shall all cry together and listen to music together thinking of those memories we had together and then move on. well, at least thats wad mr lee said. he gave us m&ms (: and i realised that we will really miss him, with his "first things first" and stuff like that. he's rather nice actually.

everyone would be talking about their results and comparing around but i shan't bother about mine, since its nothing impressive and not something that i should be proud of.




i was halfway editing a new blogskin for my blog when i suddenly got iritated and closed the damn thing. this means there's smth really wrong with me, oh wells.




yesterday was a nice day.


and i realised that i have terrible mood swings. i can be happy and the next second all gloomy and quiet. oh, and i wanna thank josiah. JOSIAH, THANKS!




I try to say goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near




i bet that you're thinking, "why the hell is she doing this?" it makes me feel bad to know too much. i promise i wun ask anymore or interrupt whatever you are up to. i dun wanna know any personal information or anything. we'll just leave everything at that and lets not go any further.




huiwen loves me!



and i love huiwen :D




rainbowy promise - the most important promise in the world
i promise den

WHO HA BISH BAM! okay, im weird (:




i think alot of people ponned school today. imagine half the sec 3s reporting to school today, LOL.






i'll laugh on the surface and cry on the inside




school was rather boring today. had the a star presentation early in the morning. i tink zhenghui was funny and he won anyway.


after school was interesting. had chicken rice for lunch and we bought a plate of rice filled with lots of other ingredients and ended up not finishing the food, lol. band was tiring anyway.

smiles




oh, and i realised that yesterday was friday the 13th. nothing bad happened anyway.









together forever :D




i guess sometimes having exams are good, at least i wun be bored to death. stayed up rather late for the past few days, chatting and watching tv. im surprised they still have rather nice shows after midnight. im strange, cant help it. (:



we can ignore the facts but we cannot change them




OMG!
look at the time, and im still online.


Heh (:




you hate me


to josiah: look who's talking. im blogging more often as compared to you. last post is LAST WEEK? hahas.




fly me to the moon, let me play among the stars




Many girls and women feel excluded from society's stereotype of ideal beauty.

In fact, in a study commissioned by Dove, we found that only 2% of women around the world feel comfortable describing themselves as beautiful! The current recipe for ideal beauty has the following ingredients: a beautiful woman must be extremely tall and very thin, have small hips but a big bust. She has large eyes, large lips and a small nose. We are so used to seeing this beauty stereotype in the media that we assume that such features have always been considered ideal. Think again.

Curvy didn't always mean "fat" and "fat" didn't always mean anything other than underweight and underfed. In fact, wide hips and bottoms were once so prized that women hid their unfashionably slim hips beneath bustles, an undergarment that tied at the waist and padded their backsides with rolls stuffed with cork, horsehair or down. In the 1880's bustles were so flamboyantly huge that "it was popularly declared a tea-tray could be comfortably rested on it."

At one time, smaller breasts reigned as the ideal. Women did not wear push up bras or get breast implants: they sought breast flatteners. Early corsets flattened breasts and pushed them to the side, the better to highlight the beauty found further south in wide hips. In the 1920s, the ideal of beauty for the flappers was the flat chest; to the newly emancipated women of the 1920's breast implants would have been hideous.

The fashionable face also changes through time. One of the legendary beauties of all times was Cleopatra, the last queen of ancient Egypt and the lover of Julius Caesar and Mark Antony. Newly authenticated portraits show that Cleopatra was not a beauty by current standards -- she was too short, too fat, and her nose was too big. Cleopatra was barely 5 ft tall (average for her time) and had rings of fat around her neck, called "Venus rings" by art historians. Her nose was prominent and long with a pronounced downward curve.

Full-lipped beauties like Angelina Jolie would have been out of favor in England of the eighteenth century. At that time, Sir Henry Beaumont said that in the ideal feminine face "the mouth should be small... a truly pretty mouth is like a rose-bud that is beginning to blow."

This brief tour of the fashionable face and body has one major take away lesson: ideals of beauty change and beauty is and always has been a moving target.

Prominent noses or button noses, thin or plump, big breasted or flat chested, curvy or petite, straight hair or ringlets a diversity of features have been the ideal of beauty at one time or another in history. Be yourself and prize the features you have and feel confident in the skin you are in.




no matter what, it will be forever (:

our weird talks.




chem was a killer!! omg omg, the paper was like difficult. physics wasnt too bad, though i know that i will fail anyway. made bets using kitkats with the greylanders on the chem paper.

EXAMS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER! whoopies! after many days of studying and burning the midnight oil, its over! im like throwing away the stupid exam timetable away. buh bye (:




"There are times when i'll be walking along and a certain memory will come up. Or i'll be doing something and i'll get just an overwhelming feeling of sadness. it's like a sinking feeling, kind of like the feeling you get when you're travelling fast over a bump and the car 'drops' down."

no one is perfect. im amazed at how your words have such a huge impact on me. im sorry for not treating you the way you wanted me to, but you cant force me to do something that is against my wishes.




we're like clouds floating away when the wind blows. whether or not we will be back in a clump together again depends on the wind.




the pain that tears your life apart.




its saturday. :D




CUSTOM-MADE MUSHROOM!

ahh, thanks eddie. :D


had emaths and amaths paper today. its the maths day! the papers weren't that difficult, except for amaths. had lunch with the greylanders and eddie. walked around amk central and had a "trying of clothes" marathon. (btw, there are new shops on the second floor where shop & save is.)




to josiah: im the great! muahahaha. u dumb dumb, imagine me being God. the world will be filled with mushrooms.LOL! :D




u noe how they say, "tell someone about it, you'll feel better."
its not that true.
sometimes, even though u open up to someone
the feeling inside may not go.


i used to think back about what happened and i would feel really stupid. so i kind of made a promise to myself not to do that again.




look at the impact your words have on me









love love love love
it will be forever (:

aahh! exams are coming. so are the holidays. okay, thats lame of me to be stating that. i realised that i like watching cartoons, guess thats a habit that i can't get rid of. hahahahahaha.




Why Can't Everything Orange Be Ver?

muahahahah :D